this is a post from my previous blog site...so funny how things comes back at you...
Hey!! It is writing time again…and I have so much on my heart, but now, how to put it into words?
I have had a very interesting week thus far. God is revealing Himself to me. He is putting me through some or other seasonal test again…and me, obviously quaking at the thought of what is on His mind. I sometimes feel that my dreams is not nearly as big as His…and believe me, I AM A DREAMER!! So if what my mind conjures up does not even come close to what He has in store for me…then all I am saying is…WOWEEEEEEE!!! But ya, lets leave that there. I still find myself sliding my focus off from Him and onto other stuff, like work, my own business, wife hunting (oh yes!!), my friends and basically any other thing that has nothing to do with God per se. I get all these blessings, and they are countless!! But I still find myself doing things so darn ungrateful and selfish…there was Jesus 2000 years ago beaten, bruised and crucified for me, for all sin I will ever commit and its just as if it is never quite enough for me. The thing is, all these other things are not bad, God has nothing against us having a good job or maybe working for ourselves and He certainly has nothing against us looking for a godly wife…but and a big BUT this is!! These things should never crowd the space so God cannot enter. The bible clearly states seek FIRST the Kingdom of God and everything else will be added…It says in Psalm 127 that unless the Lord builds the House he who builds labours in vain… Therefore…Lord, God, Abba Father! Tonight I Cry Out to You!! Please build my house, You say in Your word, that the people shall look for you, call to You and pray to You and You WILL HEAR them!! I claim this promise God. You are my King, my Dad my Friend! Blessed be Your Name! Please receive these lyrics as my prayer!The Heart of Worship:Matt Redman:When the music fades And all is stripped away And I simply come Longing just to bring Something that's of worth That will bless your heart I'll bring You more than a song For a song in itself Is not what You have required You search much deeper within Through the ways things appear You're looking into my heart I'm coming back to the heart of worship And it's all about You All about You, Jesus I'm sorry Lord for the thing I've made it When it's all about You It's all about You Jesus King of endless worth No one could express How much You deserve Though I'm weak and poor All I have is Yours Every single breath I'll bring You more than just a song For a song in itself Is not what You have required You search much deeper within Through the way things appear You're looking into my heart I'm coming back to the heart of worship And it's all about You All about You, Jesus I'm sorry Lord for the thing I've made it When it's all about You It's all about You Jesus Its all about you Jesus You never let go:Matt Redman:Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death Your perfect love is casting out fear And even when I’m caught in the middle of the storms of this life I won’t turn back I know You are near And I will fear no evil For my God is with me And if my God is with me Whom then shall I fear? Whom then shall I fear? Chorus: Oh no, You never let go Through the calm and through the storm Oh no, You never let go In every high and every low Oh no, You never let go Lord, You never let go of me And I can see a light that is coming for the heart that holds on A glorious light beyond all compare And there will be an end to these troubles But until that day comes We’ll live to know You here on the earth Chorus: Yes, I can see a light that is coming for the heart that holds on And there will be an end to these troubles But until that day comes Still I will praise You, still I will praise Yo